hey guys, sorry i havent wrote in here for awhile, it was totally screwed up!  I have a new xanga but i will prob write in both,  its lilshortie0330  .  and my new email is lilshortie0330@yahoo.com

Things have been crazy, if you want just read my other xanga so you know whats been goin on since this one has been messed up.

Sammi

hey guys,

Well its been a better couple days, besides the fact i havent talked to roy since fri night.  BUT i get to talk to him TOMORROW!!!  YAY i cant wait!!  God i miss him.  Neways.  Yesterday was cool, i hung out with Cory for a lil bit with jen at the bowling alley, and then we went and seen dion and lonnie up at marcos, and we went to the other marcos to turn in our apps, and we got to visit with Terri for a lil bit.  It was cool, to see everyone, that i havent seen in awhile.  Next week i work 39 hours, damn its alot i dont have a day off till thurs, and yesterday was my only day off this week too.  So i gotta work a week through again, thurs will be my only day off for next week also.  Which is cool cuz im rollin in the money!! WOOT WOOT! lol, yes i know im a dork.  But as long as i can put that money away for my birthday and for Texas, its all good.  And for roys ring!!  Well im outtie, me and jen just rented some movies. 

I love u baby!

Sammi

ya know, girls are the worst people to become friends with!!  TOOO much drama with girls!!  Man i cant wait to get outta this hell hole and away from everything.  Im not leaving to get away from my problems, becuz i have no problems!!  I am leaving to be with my man!  I love how people accuse me of shit thats not true.  get things straight!!  i duno i just cant put up with anymore of this!!  I always said i was goin to move back to texas, and i am doing it.  I am moving there to be with someone i love and will spend the rest of my life with!!  I dont understand why some people think im moving just becuz i am goin to get away from problems, and my family.  NO thats not it!

Ive been fightin with becky, and its crap.  She said im stubborn, selfish, dont give a shit about other people, none of that shit is true!  I had wanted to kick it with her yesterday and she said she wanted to stay in bed all day, so she wasnt goin to come hang out with me, which i feel like we need to hang out since im goin to be moving, and she always says something about us not hanging out very much.  Well whenever i try to make an effort she always says no.  So i was goin to go surprise her and stop so i could see her hair, cuz she got it cut.  Well she was at the movies and i had asked her i was like i thought you were staying in bed, and she freaked out on me!  I was like what the hell!!  And now she is saying all this shit, and ya know its not cool.  She told me i am jealous, JEALOUS of what?!?!  Im happy, why would i be jealous of anything.  i have a job i have a sexy awesome man!  I have a car, im moving, what the hell would i be jealous of.  She lives with her boyfriend at his rent's house, and like i asked her if she can spend a couple hours away from him, and she said no, i was like you will never have a life if you cant spend a couple hours from him.  I have learned to spend time away from roy,  i mean come on i spent 3 months away from him, i am having to spend january-may away from him!! wow i duno.  Why do people think of me like that???  I dont get it.  Im not that way!! I miss my man i cant wait to talk to him again.  It sucks he could help me with all this!! 

i love you baby!

sammi

Well, I went to Michigan this weekend.  It was a drive.  took me an hour and a half to get there, and about an hour and ten mins on the way back!  First time i have driven by myself like that.  Roy left yesterday for a week, i wont be able to talk to him till next Saturday!! Im like blah i miss my baby already!!  I talked to his mom for a lil bit today.  She had the flu not to long ago and is better.  Man whenever he is gone i always feel like i have something missing.  Like i dont feel like im all here.  OH my god i wouldnt last if anything ever happened to him!!  I would die.  Jen brought that up one time, and i was like i would truly die, i wouldnt be able to go without him.  It just makes ya think, of the person you truly love if something happened to them if you would make it.  Its hard enough not being able to see or talk to him ya know.  I duno some of you might not know, if you dont have a special someone, that means everything to you. 

I love you baby forever and always!

Sammi

Hey guys!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!  This weekend was alot of fun bein with becky!! 

My Sexy Man, got me six roses and a really cute froggy that when you squeeze the tummy it makes kissing noises!!  He is so sweet!! I love you baby thanks so much!!  Not much has been goin on tho.  Ive just been chillin with peoples, and working.  Jens been staying here also, shes the best.  Poor girl her car is dead.  So i started taking her to work and picking her up which i dont have a problem with.  But im outta here!

I love you baby so much!!

Sammi